Life still sucks
Yep, my life still sucks. It really doesn't matter what I do or when I do it, nothing seems to go right. Specifically with women. Why is it that I can't even get a date? I answer ads on Craigslist, i post ads on Craigslist. I go out on Saturday nights. I go out some Wednesday nights. I go out some Friday nights. I went out this past Sunday night. I am coming to the realization that it IS me. I am flawed. I am flawed to the point of being completely unacceptable to women. My body is not good. My face is not good. My personality is not good. I don't know what I can possibly do except become a completely different person. Of course, that isn't possible. So, knowing that it is impossible to become someone that can find happiness, what are my other choices? I could just live being unhappy the rest of my life. Who wants to continue living knowing that every day they will be unhappy? So, we can rule that out. So, what else is there? If you can't live with the misery.... maybe it is time to end it all. When you are dead, you are not unhappy. Hmmmm, when you are dead you a NOT unhappy....
