Ho Hum.....




Wednesday. Wouldn't be so bad if I was actually looking forward to anything. Or, if I was coming off a really good weekend. OK, last weekend was actually pretty good. I didn't do anything Friday night (DVD's). Saturday night I met my comedian buddy and his girlfriend at a new place. The karaoke DJ from Ben's has a new Saturday night gig. Unfortunately, it is only being a DJ, NOT doing karaoke. I had one rum & Coke and then was told they were out of house rum. OK, I'm not dishing out more money because THEY ran out of something. So, my evening was really cheap. I had water the rest of the night. And that actually worked out really well. There wasn't anyone in the place that I felt would have even given me a second look. So, I wasn't going to be hitting on anyone. The good part of the weekend was Sunday night. My photographer buddy and I went to a concert. He had a ticket for his wife, but, she decided she didn't want to go at the last minute. And that was fine by me. She seems to have an extreme dislike of all of her hubby's friends. So, I had a better time without her presence. We saw Veins of Jenna (I know, WHO THE FUCK?), Ratt & Poison. I love seeing Poison, they always put on a hell of a show. First time I'd seen Ratt. They were OK. So, Sunday was pretty enjoyable.

Now, I didn't go out last night. I really don't know about tonight. I'm sure I won't get a call from comedian buddy. So, I have a choice. I can stay home (DVD's) or go to Fox & Hound for karaoke. I haven't been to karaoke on a Wednesday night in a couple weeks. In fact, I haven't been to ANY karaoke in a couple weeks. The last 2 weekends, no karaoke. Didn't go out during the week this week (yet) and didn't go out during the week last week. I think it was the Tuesday before last week that is the last time we did karaoke. I am going to our normal 2nd Friday of each month karaoke. It will be the first Friday night I've gone out in a few weeks. Then, really don't know what we will do Saturday night, if anything. The worst thing about not going out as often lately is that my chances to meet people is greatly diminished. I have been posting ads on Craigslist, but, I'm not having any luck with that. I get 1 or 2 responses with each posting. Emails will bounce back and forth a couple times, then NOTHING. Usually they stop emailing me once I send a picture. Sometimes they ditch me before I can even do that. I'm almost ready to give up on Craigslist.

Well, enough of the "This is your sucky life" update. Take care.

4th of July




Well, well, well. Here it is the 4th of July. Another holiday. Another chance to celebrate. Another chance to have fun and be happy. Or in my case, another chance to be lonely.

Got off early from work yesterday. Last night would have been perfect to go out. I could have stayed up late without fear of getting up early today. But, you have to have friends that want to spend time with you for that. And, I don't. And today, maybe meet friends for lunch or a movie and tonight go out to karaoke. But again, no. My friends have better things to do. Not a total loss however, my sister, bro-in-law, and the kids came over to deliver a desk. My Mom also met us here. So, I spent today cleaning the condo, wrestling a desk upstairs and going out to eat with family. So, I didn't have much time to be lonely today. And, I even had time to fall asleep in my recliner then watch some DVD's after they all left. And, I got some much needed cleaning done.

Lastly, just want to wish you all a happy and safe 4th of July. At least some people get to be happy. Me, I've accepted the fact that I will never be happy. I used to have hope that things would change, but, I've realized it will never happen. So, live and let me die.