Here I go again on my own...



OK, not exactly current news. I'm fucking single!!! I can't find a fucking date!!! I'm really getting tired of dealing with all the bullshit!!! My life sucks! Yep, it does. If you are on the outside looking in, you might think my life isn't that bad. But, what does it matter if some things are going well if the most important part sucks. I might as well be stranded on an island alone. I have absolutely no companionship. I have to practically beg for a hug. And a kiss? Out of the question.

Here it is another Saturday night. And, I'm going out like I normally do. I won't find anyone to date sitting alone at home watching TV. So, I'm giving myself a chance to meet someone. It may be a small chance, but it is a chance. And I will do the same thing next week. I might even go out on Wednesday night. I'm putting myself out there. I just don't think I have anything that anyone wants. I need someone to prove me different soon.

Another Friday night, coming up...



Well, the Mav's are now out of the play-offs. Game 6, first round. I'm stunned. They were completely stinking up the court. What a shitty way to end the season. Not even a close battle with Phoenix or San Antonio or even in the finals. Nope.

Well, we went out on Wednesday night to Fox & Hound. The karaoke DJ from Ben's Half Yard House (on Thursday & Saturday nights) has a new gig at Fox & Hound on Wednesday's. It wasn't real crowded. I got in 2 songs. It was alright. He also has a new show on Friday nights. I'm not sure where it is at (I have the email, just have to check). I think we are gonna try it out tonight. Not sure yet.

I'm thinking of doing a posting on Craigslist. I've answered a few posts, but, never heard back from any of them. So, I'm thinking my odds might increase a bit if I post one. I'm probably gonna just end up disappointed again, but, I'm beyond desperate. Not so much that I'm willing to settle and still be unhappy however. I've gotta find someone that I can be happy being with. Otherwise, there really isn't a point to continue to fight through each day.