Feb 22 and still here

I was just sitting here at my computer and had decided to see if I had any comments posted to my newest postings. OK, I know, stupid thing to do. I have an account on MySpace and I post to that blog. I have ZERO comments, except one of my own, on that blog. This blog, very rarely do I get a comment. Probably for the better. I mean, what is anyone gonna say? Grow up? Get over it? Hmm, easy to say from the other side of life. The happy side. I'm not saying that everyone other than myself is 100% happy 100% of the time. I'm just saying that everyone else probably has more happiness in a week than I can muster up in a year. When you live day to day and you look forward to the weekends only because you can sleep in... When you get out of bed on the weekends around 5 or 6 in the afternoon because you have no life... When you wish you could just fall asleep and never wake up.... Yep, that's me. And it isn't like anyone can do anything about it. I'm me. I can't, not be me. Sooo, I don't see things changing for me. I'm already a bitter old man, where do I go from here? As a person gets older, their health gets worse & friends and family die or move away. So, let's be completely honest, what do I have to look forward to? Things can only go downhill for me.

I can't remember if I mentioned, I saw the movie Ghost Rider. Very cool. I felt it was very well done and stayed very close to the original material. I would recommend it, if you like that genre of movie.

Oh, here is a big mistake I made just a bit ago. When I was browsing through my past posts, I re-read my posting from March of 2006 about Army Chick. Huge mistake!!!! I really didn't need to relive that heartache. Stupid me.

Condo warming party



OK, it is now Feb. It is Monday (President's Day). I had my condo warming party this past Saturday night. It was alright. Yep, just alright. Some people that I really thought would show up, didn't. In fact, the person that gave me that date as the only date in February that him and his wife could come, didn't show up. And, another couple that I really thought would show up, didn't. Also, my trainer didn't show up, however, I really didn't expect her to show. So, it was a bit smaller party than I originally planned. Otherwise, it was alright. Nothing broken. No major spills. No big fights. No cigarette burns in anything. No buggers on my cats. So, pretty good.

On Sunday evening, I went with comedian buddy and his girlfriend to see Ghost Rider. In my opinion, VERY GOOD. I will be buying it on DVD when the time comes. After the movie, we went to Ben's Half Yard House since we all had today off work because of the holiday.

Now, here is the part you all know by heart: Another weekend and I didn't meet ANYONE. Not a single person that I want to go out with and that would be willing to give me a shot. So, another weekend of my life without finding happiness. I know, you are supposed to find it within yourself. Let's just say, it ain't gonna happen.

Well, enough for now. Later peeps.