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Here it is, Monday, Jan. 22nd. Just past 1:00. I'm eating my lunch, sitting here at my desk at work. HoHummmm. Another weekend gone in the blink of an eye. I did manage to get a few things done this weekend unlike most weekends. I vacuumed most of the living room, however, it didn't seem to be picking up the cat hair. I treated 3 spots of cat puke on the living room carpet. Those didn't seem to do much good either. I emptied the cat potty box and refilled it. Got the trash ready to go out for this morning. Changed 2 air fresheners (they had run dry). I replaced a burned out light bulb in a lamp in the living room. I did a load of laundry completely (washed, dried & hung up). I brought a box of comics upstairs to my spare bedroom. I watched the rest of my "Star Trek: The Next Generation - Season 2" DVD set and all the extra's on my "Sling Blade" DVD and "The Santa Clause" DVD and put all 3 where they belong. I loaded the dishwasher and ran it. Wow, what an exciting weekend. OK, I also watched the Mav's win on Sunday. And, I did go out on Saturday night to Ben's Half Yard House. Sad thing is, they weren't having karaoke that night. The DJ was out of town. And the crowd that night wasn't the normal crowd. Lots of strangers. And none that I felt I could approach with any chance of things happening. So, another lonely night for me. I didn't even go out Friday night, so, one more weekend to mark into my LOSER life! When I hit the correct number of LOSER points, I get a free LOSER vacation. I'm saving up for the big one however, none of these weekend LOSER getaway's. I'm going for the 2 week LOSER-THON! The most a LOSER can hope for in his life. Woo-Hoo!!!!

Crappy Tuesday, here I am.




Well, here it is, Tuesday, January 16th. I was off from work yesterday due to the MLK holiday. I had really been looking forward to this past weekend. Friday night was our, once a month karaoke. Saturday was a CD release party at Ben's Half Yard House. And, Sunday night was a "by invitation only" Christmas party at Ben's Half Yard House. Like I said, I was REALLY looking forward to the weekend.

Friday night: Very good night. I got in 3 songs. My friends told me I did 2 of them really well. The 3rd, I need to work on. That one, I was singing for the 1st time however. So, not bad at all. Very enjoyable evening even though I didn't meet any single attractive young ladies that might like to date me.

Saturday night: OK, first off, I was meeting comedian buddy and his other half at Ben's Half Yard House. He was doing a comedy show first, so, they weren't gonna be there until around 11 /11:30 or so. While sitting at home watching TV, I fell asleep in my recliner. Oops. Woke up at 11:15. Took a shower & got dressed and to Ben's in record time. Was there around midnight. The band was still playing. I had much hope that this band would bring in alot of fresh faces. It did, but, none that I had an interest in and they had an interest in me. So, not much happened that night.

Sunday night: Again, meeting my comedian buddy and his girl at Ben's. I got there around 9:15. Since it was a private party, they were serving free beer. Of course, I don't drink beer. So, my evening was Dr. Pepper and Coke. They did have food and a white elephant gift exchange. Of course, my friends and I didn't know about the gift exchange. That sucked. I was, once again, hopeful of meeting someone special. You don't need to guess... It didn't happen. In fact, by the time I left at 2 in the morning, I was feeling pretty low. Sitting and watching everyone else "hitting it off" was like thrusting a knife into my heart over and over. I really don't know how much longer I can keep going like this. Let me tell ya - IT IS NOT FUN!

Happy New Year 2007




Happy New Year everyone!!! I hope that anyone unlucky enough to be reading this is having a fantastic New Year. It is too early in the year for me to say that my year is sucking, but, it is already looking like that is the case. So, let's get right down to it. First off, New Year's Eve itself totally sucked. I'm sure alot of it is because I was so hopeful of having a really good time. We brought in the New Year at McCarty's. My comedian buddy was to perform before the band went on and then during their intermissions. He also had another comedian friend of his showing up and performing. I was the first one to arrive and I found out that all the table and booths were reserved for the evening. We had assumed that it would be first come, first served. They did have 2 booths open, so, I grabbed us one of those. I was of the assumption that it would be myself, comedian buddy, his girlfriend, & other comedian. So, a 4 person booth was perfect. As I got seated and awaited everyone else to show up, I did notice that the place was pretty much wall to wall couples. CRAP! I might not even find a single lady to kiss at the stroke of midnight. Comedian buddy and his girlfriend showed up. Then other comedian and his wife and a friend of hers showed up. DOUBLE CRAP!! Now we have 6 people for a 4 person booth. And, I'm sitting next to a stranger that I really don't want anything to do with. My expectations of the evening were dropping rapidly. The best/worst part of the evening was when midnight hit and from then until close. I stood up to ring in the new year and was never able to get seated again. I did lots of dancing with comedian buddy's girlfriend. That was a double edged sword. It felt really good to hold a shapely female body against my body, but, it felt really good to hold a shapely female body against my body. It felt nice, but, it also reminded me what I am missing in my life. Not only missing, but, unlikely to ever have in my life again. You start to forget exactly what it is you are missing when you go soooo long without.

On a different note, I do have something I'm still looking forward to. The weekend of Jan 12th to 14th. I have Monday off for MLK Day. That Friday night is out once a month karaoke. On Saturday night, a band is having a CD release party at Ben's Half Yard House. Sunday night, Ben's is having a closed door party for select customers. Comedian buddy, his girlfriend and myself were given invite's. So, I should have a really good time that weekend.

This weekend, I'm not sure what I'm doing. Comedian buddy has his daughter, so, I probably won't see him at all. Oh-well.