Didn't die in my sleep!


Well, I lived through another night. Dammit! For me, the best thing that could happen would be to just die in my sleep one night. The only things I look forward to in my pathetic little life are things like TV shows and singing at karaoke. Certainly nothing to fulfil my life. And, things aren't going to change. I've accepted that fact.

Went out on Friday and Saturday night. Both nights to Ben's Half Yard House. On Friday night, they showed the Rocky Horror Picture Show and they had the only troupe in the DFW area that still performs live. It was REALLY, REALLY cool. Saturday night was karaoke at Ben's. I sang 2 songs. It was a couple of fun nights. But, both nights were very much the same as the rest of my life. I couldn't meet a girl even if I was giving away money. Luckily I was able to drink enough to dull the pain both nights. But, what kind of life is that? When you have to drink lots just to make it through a night? What is my other choice? Stay at home all the time? Yep, I might as well be dead.