I've seen my future.
And I didn't like what I saw. Of course, there isn't much I can do to change things. I can't make a female want to be with me. I can't make my friends want to spend more time with me. Yep, I've seen my future.
OK, here is how things went and why I'm saying what I'm saying. OK, holiday weekend. Got off work on Friday at noon and have Monday off. I went out Friday night, met my comedian buddy and his other half. Wasn't a great night. We went to McCarty's, which is a great place. It is the place where my buddy does his Tuesday night shows from time to time. I really like the place, it just isn't the best place to meet single females at. And, I didn't. Of course, I didn't expect to, so, no surprise.
Now here is how the rest of the weekend went and what I have to look forward to. We were planning on going out on Saturday night to Ben's Half Yard House. I got a phone call from comedian buddy letting me know he wasn't feeling up to going out Saturday night. So.... I sat at home, by myself, all day Saturday, Saturday night, all day Sunday and Sunday night. I didn't see a single person, didn't talk to anyone on the phone. Nobody! That is my future. Lot's of TV watching. That is it. And eating. Maybe I can actually eat myself to death. What a plan!
Well, I've been checking the new dating website I joined. I've been sending out "Icebreakers". Saving people to my bookmarks. Nothing. Yep, nobody that sees my pic and reads my profile wants anything to do with me. It is almost cool. Like I have a losing streak to keep intact.
Yep, this was my lonely weekend.

2 Comments:
Hey, Ghostrider - I found you by hitting 'Next Blog' from someone else's blog and thought you were interesting. Read a bit of your stuff - came to the conclusion that you were a nice fellow.
I also have a blog where I complain, as often as possible, about my not-so-fullfilling life.
I'm a bit older than you and my problems are totally different from yours but I can certainly empathize with your journey.
Keep on trying. That's all any of us can really do anyway, right?
Actually, we can quit trying. You know, give up. Surrender. Die. If only I had the balls to actually do it...
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