No News is..... PRETTY BORING



Just sitting here at work and feeling like typing a bit. It's Thursday, workout day. Not looking forward to it. I'm feeling more aches and pains lately. And, I think I'm actually moving backwards health-wise. I guess my body is finally getting the message. If it just gives out and I die, then I don't actually have to face all the depressing moments that my future holds. I know, it is kind of like cheating. Why should I get to avoid facing the bad times when everyone else still has to face theirs? Well, it is because everyone else gets to have some good times to balance out the bad times. My good times are getting fewer and fewer and farther between. For instance, my comedian buddy has his daughter this weekend, so, he won't be doing anything (with me) on Friday or Saturday nights. I called one of my buddies to see if he wanted to go do something on Friday night. I was even able to temp him with mentioning a local band that we both really enjoy seeing (Queen for a Day). Nope. Can't get away from the wife for even one evening/night. So, I'm left completely alone. And I don't enjoy going out by myself. Doing that for me just seems pathetic. Like people are looking and they know that I couldn't even get one friend to go out with me. Yep, PATHETIC!! Maybe I will decide to go out alone. Yep, PATHETIC!! Come on body, hurry up and help me out.