Another wasted weekend



Yep, here it is, Sunday night. So, another weekend is gone. And what did I accomplish? Nothing. Nada. Zip. What is sooo wrong with me? It sure does seem to be a pattern. I look forward to each weekend, however, once passed I realize I didn't DO anything.

I've already told you about Friday night. So, here's what I did Saturday night. I went to Ben's Half Yard House. It was VERY packed for the NCAA Final Four games. Not a single place to sit. And, it didn't look like they were gonna do karaoke. I went back outside and got in my car and gave my comedian buddy a call. I left a message telling him I was gonna go to Wizards instead, for him to meet me there. As I was getting buckled up and ready to go, I saw lots of people leaving. So, I went back in and the place had sorta cleared out. So, I asked one of the bar tenders if they were gonna do karaoke and they said "Yes, after the game went off.". So, I called my buddy back and let him know I was gonna stay at Ben's after all. So, I found a table. Had me a couple drinks. A drunk guy sitting at the table next to me decided that he HAD to have a running conversation with me. Question, why do drunk guys seem to find me and feel they have to be my friend? Why can't any drunk girls do that? Anyway, my buddy showed up. We talked and drank. We sang one song each. Nothing really special. So, here was another evening that I met no potential dates. Nothing. No phone numbers. No "Hello". No nothing.

So, there is my Saturday night. Another bust! I'm really beginning to wonder why I even continue to go out at all. Don't get me wrong, I enjoy hanging with my comedian friend. If not for him, I would be a hermit by now. OK, a hermit or a corpse. I can't help feeling that my negative feelings are dragging him down however. I mean, I don't even like being with me. So, how can my friends stand to be around me. OK, nobody jump to any conclusions. I'm not moaning and groaning if I meet a girl. At least I don't think I am. I try very hard not to let my pessimistic feelings show to strangers. And definitely not to strangers that I feel I have any chance of ever dating.

OK, on a different note: This coming week, on Thursday, is our karaoke practice for our 2nd Friday each month karaoke. This months theme is Blues Brothers. Stay tuned for the details about that. Comedian buddy and I are gonna do it up!