F R I D A Y !!!



Man has it taken a long time to get here. This week has felt like it was a month. Between a heavy workload and extra activities after work, I've been a busy puppy this week. My work load just passed the "heavy" part. The rest of the month is a lighter load for me. I do have to come in to work tomorrow however. That's OK, it will be O/T. And it is extra stuff, not my normal work. I think some filing and some putting things where they belong, etc. Not exactly sure to tell ya the truth.

I bought Sammy Hagar tickets this morning. He is gonna be at the "Vodkaplex" in June. That will be a great show. Sammy always does put on a great show.

Still feeling those post birthday blues. I would say I'm having a mid-life crisis, but, I don't think this qualifies. To me, when a man has a mid-life crisis, it is because he has settled into a comfortable life and is still longing for some excitement. He has a wife, kids, a home, a decent job, etc. He just longs for something exciting like to be with a younger girl or to recapture his youth with a sports car or something along those lines. If that is the case, I don't fit that criteria. I don't have the wife, I don't have the kids, I don't have the home, and my job is barely decent. So here I am at middle age and I haven't accomplished anything. Yep, really feeling good now.

Some good news to offset the last paragraph, I'm still hunting for a condo. I'm not jumping into anything too quickly. That will be good. I'll have an OK job and a home. I'll just need the wife and kids. I'll be half way there.

Last night during our workout that I'm part of here at work, I noticed something. I'm starting to have trouble talking with our trainer like I used to. I guess because I'm VERY single and she is now single, I'm starting to see her in a new light. I really don't think I should go that direction however. First, all my relationships always CRASH & BURN. Second, when they do, I have trouble being around the person that I was with. It is probably an immaturity thing. I just have trouble being around someone that I've been with and it didn't work out. It just feels awkward to me. But, she is looking really good! I think I know her fairly well also and I don't know that we share enough interests. Maybe some day I will explore that avenue, but, for now I don't think I should.